unlucky number seven,

Seriously, i hate July! a lot of bad things happened to me, and the month is not even over yet! there are still a few days to go until august. August, pleaseeee, be nice to me. i've had enough hardships this month, that i dont even know how to handle things and keep a calm facade if all of these s**** continue to happen..
However, i know i've been bad..maybe this is just God's way of showing me that i should change and repent if i want good things to happen to me..as the saying goes, you do good things, and good things happen to you, and vice versa. yes, i've had enough experiences to support the claim that karma is a bitch. but this bitch is really giving me a hard time this month.. financially and emotionally..

Who should i turn to now? :'(